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Back to the Future

I'm surrounded by some amazing people in my life. People who do extraordinary things and inspire me to want to be better. At everything. I gave up looking back and harping on things that I can't change but today I've been thinking about how much my life has changed in the last 10 years. I'd love to be able to meet the me then and tell her a few things. I'm sure I'm not the first to think this so I'm not claiming this is an original thought. Obviously I can't do this. I don't regret the things I've experienced in the last 10 years either but I'm loving parts of my life so much right now I'm wishing I'd started earlier. So my new goal for every day is to make sure I appreciate all the goods things in my life and thank God for them. I'm going to keep challenging myself and surrounding myself with all the positive people I can.

Someone I'm only starting to get to know posted a link on her Facebook wall yesterday that got me into this pondering state of mind - you should read it : http://paleogirl-push-it.tumblr.com/post/13105183805/25-questions-to-ask-yourself )

'If not now, then when?'

They all make you think don't they? So much to do and I have time if I want it so I've just got to start doing it. This is how I choose to live my life now. I want to be able to look back and say I wouldn't change a thing.

Hit Me!

Never delete. That’s what they say. Put it out there, leave it and let others decide. Maybe it’ll be a real gem one day. Everything had to start from something. I’m sure someone thought selling bread already sliced would never catch on and hey the cliché ‘that’s the best thing since sliced bread’ has to mean it caught on in a big way.

So I swam 30 lengths of a 50m pool today. Swimming is so soothing. It’s just you and silence. Well, mostly silence except for the splashing, the deep inhaling and the kids. It is silent when you are under the water. My point is simply that I tend to find inspiration when I’m swimming. Actually it may be just a water thing for me to be honest. I get hit with the inspiration bat lying in the bath, standing under the shower, in the rain oh most especially in the rain. Maybe, if I believed in reincarnation which I don’t think I do, I was a cloud or a fish in a previous life. Can you even be reincarnated as a cloud? It isn’t really permanent, tends to dissipate. So maybe not a cloud.

I swam and cleared my head, to make a path for the future career inspiration I was hoping for to paddle its way in to my thoughts, when I got an eerie feeling. You know the feeling you get in Horror movies where the girl wakes up in the middle of the night to a noise and goes to investigate (normally clad in a see through white singlet and her underwear) and you are screaming at her ‘Stay in bed! Lock the door! Stop you stupid hot chick you are going to die!’ – you know that feeling? The something bad is about to happen feeling – well, I got that about halfway through a free-styling lap. I stopped. Treading water I looked underneath me (old habit, I’m scared of the Kreepy Krauly) – nothing. Then a flash of hot pink caught my eye. I knew what was coming. I couldn’t turn back. I was going to have to face it when I reached the other side of the pool. I would need to face it sometime or get out the pool and make a run for it.

So I swam, I swam for my life to the other side. I had to open my eyes. I had to turn around to go back. I looked. There ‘it’ was standing by the side of the pool like a bad David Hasselhoff impersonator – the middle aged man in the hot pink budgie smugglers.

Try clearing your head of that image. No inspiration for me today. 

Boo! I see you!

I'm in a reflective mood today. It is Halloween Monday, 12 week Challenge came to a gloriously successful end on Saturday. I'm pretty happy with what I've achieved and loving my new lifestyle. But it is Monday today. Last night as I lay awake listening to the rain I began to ponder. I pondered over many things. Mostly about what happens next. I have to make sure the ghosts of my past don't come a-creeping back in to my daily habits.
Life over the last 12 weeks has been hectically demanding but undeniably uplifting at the same time. Determined not to lose that momentum I made sure that I got up and went to my early morning RPM class at the gym. Best thing I could have done. Started my week off in the right way as it always does. Ally, my instructor is awesome! I've set myself new fitness goals for the next 8 weeks (Christmas - can you believe?) and I'm ready to go. Boo! There is no scaring me away! I'm a Gym Freak now!

Next thing I need to focus on is my career. A much needed change has to happen come January and I want to make it a positive one. I want to get me that career that will make me say 'Hell yes! I love my job!'.
I've got no conclusions yet on that one.

Monday is almost done for me and so I wish you all a Happy Halloween. Hope it's a hoot!
Yes, I'm very corny today. It's my blog I can write what I want.